.:: how could this happen to me ::.

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone

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open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I dunno how
I dunno why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
Did I've made my mistakes?
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?